I have a doctor’s appointment tomorrow.

It’s just a physical, and I’m about 95% sure that I’m healthy and fine, but I just don’t want to go. I’m trying hard to be mature about it but I know I’m going to be embarrassed, I know I’m going to be humiliated and I know I’m going to be ashamed. I just don’t want to deal with it. :(

If anything, I’m praying I don’t burst into tears like my last visit. I just can’t handle it. I. DON’T. WANT. IT.